I T I H A T

everyone, if even only for a moment, contemplates the possibility of what it would be like to have a twin.

i have odd moments where i feel not alone when i am alone. there are so many mysteries surrounding my birth, some oddities and unexplained things.

not that I'm saying i truly think i have a twin...i mean I've seen my birth certificate. but it's fun to think about.

looking in the mirror feels not just familiar or even about myself. its like looking at someone i know really well.

maybe its all about division within self and mistaking it for something else.

i seem to never be wholly satisfied with anything. i love the "everything" category in all parts of life: supreme pizza, rainbows, everything bagels, the packages where you tour it all...

sometimes I'm an extrovert, sometimes introvert.

I'd say 54% I and 46% E

i feel removed moments of comfort, things i find within myself...extreme inner happiness, like it's a talent.

every mystery about the fiber of my being: the yearning, the frustrated at nothing sense, the peculiar connectedness with myself, seeing my own face like its a dear friend separate from me

seems too small and easy of an explanation.

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