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DAY is today but I've never been one to get excited about the weekend. I try to see everyday as good and just as fun as the next or one before it. Wekks go by way too fast if we're always focusing on weekends and wanting them to get here faster. Weekends pass too fast as well because its all that desire to have time to yourself, time as freedom. But you've got to take your little bits of freedom here and there. Tuesday night can be as fun as Saturday...well, if you're not alcoholically inclined...which I am not. Maybe thats why people can only have fun on weekends...other people I mean. Because they have to have alcohol in order to have fun.
Oh geez! Now this blog goes no where. I was trying to make another beaten to death carpe diem point but i realized in the midst that its stupid anyway...that most kids my age dont have the kind of fun I do. Most kids are entertained by the monotonous and trivial...by feigned grasps at social acceptance, excitement by "love" and "friendship"

i really turned in another direction completely. im really not this pessimistic and negative....or cynical.
i dont like insincerity. i dont like anything that is not genuine. im too damn nice and honest to be happy with the human race...at least not 100%

maybe more like 87.39%